Run Away

I have dreams
Big and ugly
I want to avoid them
What can i do?
Run away
I always do
But they follow me
Perhaps i should do something
I should do something to others
It will divert my mind
It will take away these ugly dreams
And i will sleep and live peacefully
But
I am not inhumane
I don’t want to burn others
To take away my pain
I don’t want to be ’em
But then what should i do?
Suffer alone.
Alone.
Or there is something
I will do alone
Maybe the play is in me.