Forgetting you was very easy.
I sat down one day and drank.
I did the same the second day,
And the third and the fourth.
Time passed I do not know,
And maybe I forgot you.
But I drank much then.
And from the past few days,
I have been remembering you,
And this wine just doesn’t feel the same.
I am soaked in the memories of old days,
Yours, mine and maybe theirs too.
But I do not know how to find you again,
Because the last time we met it was crazy.
I shouted and hurled abuses at you.
I knew many big words then and used all of them.
Now I run dry, and clueless about these overwhelming feels.
Should I pray to anyone to help me now?
I remember now the meaning of your words.
I want to tell you but you are nowhere.
And it pains, a great deal.
I wish for it to tone down,
Wither and die maybe.
Because sleep has run away from the nights,
And i do nothing but remember you.
Tried the pills, yoga and meditation too.
Everything useless but the pills were tasty.
I realise the point of no return very well.
You belong there, and the helplessness kills me.
But I am awake tonight and I feel alive,
Free to do anything.
But there is nothing to be done.
So Goodbye, and you should have taken everything with yourself.
I know it is getting tiring and repetitive,
But i still search you in things.
You never knew anything about staying quiet.
And humming loudly you still echo here,
Go on and on and till the breathes continue.
I am coming,but don’t wait.